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so lately, ive been sleeping pretty late. no absolute reasons as to why, just am. kinda at a lost these days. i am starting to wonder off and waste precious time doing absolutely useless things, ie. opening a browser then closing, opening again, then closing. i donno whats wrong with me. i really need to get back on track with school stuff, but it feels blah. im at a lost on things that i should and shouldnt do. i mean i know i shouldnt do something but i do it anyways, and the things i have to do, i keep putting off. i really need to find a job just to keep me occupied. i think im going crazy. just saying whats on my mind right now, maybe it would help me get to sleep. this cold isnt making the situation any better. i hate getting sick, its such a hassle. i keep sneezing and coughing and at the same time its giving me a migraine when ever there is pressure on my sinuses.
so today marks a new chapter.
some things have changed while others stayed the same.
school was the same, back to year 2, sucks, but what can i do but try my best this time. new friends and old friends. met a few new people today and was very helpful since i dont know anyone from year 1. met with some old friends, pretty awesome just chilling.
today was an ordinary day, yet completely new. everything is coming back and at the same time everything is leaving. i had a thought today, a thought of closure. not sure yet how to act upon it but would definitely want some closure for my sane sake.
dont you sometimes wish that you can just skip some parts of life? like i mean the really boring parts, yet retain the memory as it zips down your eyes. or parts where it hurts too much to continue. too bad its not like that, we got to play the game like everyone else. too bad, would have been easier. i wish there was such thing as that easy button from STAPLES, that would be great. all for now.
thinking more clearly, dj
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in saudi arabia when i was young, i remembered a lot of cats
I think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough. We spend too much time over analyzing, over-thinking, & overreacting. We waste too much time putting ourselves down… so much that we don’t ever stop to see that well, we are good enough… you are good enough. We spend too much time with our heads down & our hearts closed; & we never get a chance to look up from the ground & see that the sun is shining & tomorrow is another day.
At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other is usually a load of bull. So we pick & choose who we want to remain close to, & once we’ve chosen those people, we…
that speaks mighty close to me, thanks once again timmay
today was one of the hottest days i know. today also marked my return to work on EPM. the job’s kinda boring i must admit, and i can feel the enticement to go to sleep, but i must fight it. along with that, the place was steaming hot today, adding to the more enticing environment to sleep. i honestly wish i had a different job, at least change jobs with other people at work, but i cant really complain, since this was such a blessing compare to my previous job. today on my way home, i was talking to a friend about some girl, then poof, out of no where she appeared on the bus. lol, is that a sign or something? lol i donno but it sure did scare me, heart pumping and all lol. so i pulled a huge stalker move on her, following her out of the bus, but it was too late, the huge crowd of sweaty people blocked me from getting to her and she got on the next bus. so i donno if its a sign or just coincidence lol but things do happen for a reason. anyways, im off to church in a few minutes just wanted to write my day so far, as part of a new ‘plan’. STARTING TOMORROW, IM GONNA GO FOR RUNS/SWIMS, IVE GOT TO TRY TO GET FIT THIS YEAR. I HOPE THINGS TURN OUT AS PLANNED.
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Going fishing with the family tomorrow, haven’t gone in a while, hope to catch a big one tomorrow :)